Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Decisions Made

I've done a lot of thinking since April 1, and after a lot of discussions and tears and soul searching I've decided to go ahead and take the Illinois bar exam again in July.

I was pretty close to passing this time, so I'm gonna try a new program of study and get this damn thing taken care of this time. Obviously there were a lot of factors that went in to my decision that don't need to be re-hashed here. 

Of course I am absolutely SICK at the thought of losing another summer to studying for the freaking bar exam. I went through and looked at my calendar yesterday and I have a TON of stuff going on in June and July - (weddings, gay pride, best friends out of town bachelorette party) in addition to the regular Chicago summer stuff: street fests, pool, beach, Cubs games, drinking on patios, etc. 
Not gonna lie, I basically want to cry when I think about spending beautiful days in the library. Studying in January and February still sucked, but it was at least 100 times better than studying in June and July.
So my plan is to get ahead and start studying in May so that I don't have to miss out on everything, although I realize I'll be missing a bunch. 

18 comments:

  1. Git it gurl. Your determination is awesome. I'm always here if you need a reprieve from the books.

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  2. Good luck...I'm sending you lots of good vibes. :)

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  3. Sounds like you have a good plan! We're all rooting for you =)

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  4. I'm sending good vibes for your study habits! You can do it!

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  5. dont worry about it- wish u were taking the texas bar ;) like i tell my bf, this will all be a bad dream once ur over the hump. just stinks when ur treading uphill.

    xoxo,
    F

    Le Kiss Kiss- Click Here!

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  6. you'll kick ass. i know it

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  7. You will do amazing. Third time is a charm for sure. I admire your determination and it will pay off.

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  8. As someone who is also starting to organize early bar prep, I'd love to know what you're planning.

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  9. You can and will do it this time! The studying is never fun, especially during the summer, but I have no doubt that you will whip this thing in July!

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  10. Get it! :) I have no doubt you are going to kick this thing in the face like it deserves! I feel you on the summer studying, I'm not excited about missing my entire California summer for the sake of the beast, but it is what it is, I guess!

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  11. Good luck! Sending you happy study vibes!

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  12. You can do it! Good luck, I'll be rooting for you!

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  13. Good luck, LF! I'll be tuned in and rooting for ya along the way!

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  14. Try to find time to come sailing, if just for one evening. :-)

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  15. I just wanted to wish you good luck! I'm glad you're not giving up with your dream!

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  16. i'm a 1L who has been creepily reading your blog for a little while. your determination is inspiring. i know failing twice probably doesnt feel like you are some great inspiration, but you are. really.

    get it girl.

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