Bar Exam is two weeks from tomorrow.
I have not yet had a full on meltdown. (Unless you count Friday afternoon at the post office. I had tears in my eyes. At the post office. And when the lady consulting with people in line to see if they could use the automated machine I MAY have snapped at her. But that's as close to a full on meltdown as I get).
As per usual I'm pretty calm... a little too calm maybe? As in maybe I should FREAK OUT a little more so it would light a fire under my lazy ass?
Eh, not my style.
It's only 2 weeks away. I feel like I still have 2 months worth of work to do. However, I've done a lot more this time than I did last time, which is good. I guess I am just going to bust my butt for the next 2 weeks and hope the extra I'm doing this time is enough to make up the gap and get a passing score. Who the hell knows.
Because if I don't pass this time?
Meltdown won't even begin to describe it.