I had a mini freak out last night.
I say mini because I wasn't really freaking out like panicking freaking out but I did spend a solid 10 minutes thinking about how NOT ready I was for Tuesday.
And I did give some serious consideration to postponing until July.
But then I got over it.
Because really, I wouldn't be any better off in July. I'd be sitting here on July 20th thinking "If I just had a couple more weeks, I'd be golden."
But really... is anyone ever totally confident? Well... maybe some people are. But I will never be that person. Because I will never be the person that didn't procrastinate and followed the schedule exactly and did everything I was supposed to do. Never have been, never will be.
So...
Are there still a couple of subjects I haven't even glanced over yet?
Yup.
Do I have a LOT of work today in the next 6 days?
Yup.
Is there a possibility that I'll fail again?
Well, sure.
But worrying about failing right now is definitely not going to help.
So for now I study. Next week I worry about failing.
Get it. :)
ReplyDeleteI felt woefully unprepared too. The people that do feel prepared? They're assholes.
Good attitude. And I agree, no one feels prepared. And no asshole actually does everything on the Barbri schedule; liars!
ReplyDeleteget it, girl! and then go on a crazy bender.
ReplyDeleteYou'll do great, good luck!!
ReplyDeleteThinking about you! I know you will pass and there will be many celebratory cocktails after!
ReplyDeleteYOU GOT THIS GIRL!
ReplyDeleteAnyone who is confident going into the Bar Exam is either on drugs or certifiably insane...possibly both. All you can do is study hard the next six days, pray if you're into that, and go for it! Wishing you the best of luck and keeping my fingers crossed for you!
ReplyDeleteGood luck!!!!!!!!!!
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